i can hear him outside sobbing to his mom on the phone
all day i have tried
deep scars fresh from a lashing
i have nothing left to lose
my family hates me
my job ends next week
all of my debt is pounding on my door and im not doing anything about it
i am not attractive
i make no one happy
this was only a matter of time
i wonder how long we'll have to share this space before we can get out
theres no point in staying here anymore
ill probably just disappear instead
