Tuesday, December 8, 2009

supdate

yo
jobs r great.
weather is chilly.
tea is hot.
looking forward to new years.
moving into katies house.
need to save money better.
want a sequin dress.
everybodyloveeverybody.

Friday, November 13, 2009

seize sure

last night i had a seizure.
in a bar.
i lost control of my body as it shook from below me. i was seeing black then sight then black then sight. i was hot and dizzy. like taking a whip-it. warm through. i grabbed onto katie and told her to take me somewhere. on the way to the bathroom i collapsed on the floor shaking. then she helped me up and i laid on the bathroom floor a minute feeling nauseous but not vomiting.

today would be teddy's bday. it's friday the thirteenth.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

dumb

homie asked me to lunch and i said no. (i had to work)
i think i'm going to invite him to the halloween. he better come.

Monday, October 26, 2009

recap

catching up:

on wednesday erica flew home. that night i went out with this okc dude jasper. he was not as cute as his pictures and he had a speech impediment. we bought some tallboys at safeway and drank them in duboce park for almost an hour and then i went home. i wont be seeing him again.

on thursday i texted john like a retard,
"sup john u workin tonight?"
"sup playa.. yeah i am"

on friday i awoke to a text from amit asking about putting his shelves up. i got ready as quickly ass i could and started walking down to his place but on the way there i got a text that he had to go to the office so i should just see him on monday.
i walked back home and then had the whole morning to chill before going to pick up my paycheck. i smoked a lil bit with matt and cody and then emailed peeps about apartments and rooms for rent. i found this apt in the mission with three gals in their 20s, fully furnished room and no deposit for dec 1st. we have been emailing each other back and forth and i am going to check out the place on tuesday night.
around 2:45 i went to the market to get cash back for the muni and then rode to papyrus where i picked up my first paycheck and found out that i've been placed at the Montgomery store. I guess this store is smaller and opens/closes earlier. whatever. the manager's name is svetlana.
from there i proceeded to get ripped off by taco bell paying $3:82 for a cheesy gordita crunch (best one i've ever had tho, i swear). and then i got on bart and headed to oakland. sophie and i met up and went to her place and ate soup and pet bobby and chilled hard until katie got off work and came to meet us.
then we set out on the road to big sur.
so much giggle town, girl talk and in n out.
we got to esalen around 10:30pm and had some beers with katie's mom (and dad, who decided to come help his ex-wife move and make everyone's lives hella awkward for the weekend) and then we went to bed. in the morning we went to esalen for breakfast and sat outside overlooking the ocean and bronzing in the sun. we moved katie's mom's house and had more delicious num nums, laid in the grass, read books, played cards, drank beers, then we headed back to property for dinner with a bottle of wine. we ate dinner at the bar with our bottle and then got in the natural hot spring tubs on the cliff of the ocean. (right?!) i got all emo and nauseous and then i threw up. i drove us all home in sophies car and we passed out.
on sunday we got up and ate breakfast and then sophie did some yoga and i took a nap in the sun and then sophie and i went to brunch. after brunch we walked down thru the garden to the coast and climbed rocks and got our feet in the water. some birds ate the togo food we wrapped up for katie.
at 2pm we left big sur and a few hrs later we were eating in n out again and going to the pumpkin patch. we got hella pumps and cracked so many jokes and laughed at all the babies in their costumes having to pose for photographs.
at this time i texted john,
"we carving pumpkins later tonight at my place. u in?"
nothing.
we got back to the city a little before 8 and everyone helped us carry in our pumpkins. we made hard apple cider and had a carve fest.
we are having a halloween party on saturday and the theme is the nightmare before christmas, so all of our pumpkins we xmas themed. i made a snowman on fire. and a little heart pumpkin. lots of folks came over and it was just so super fun.
at 8:54pm i get a text from john,
"Lucille I am drizzzzzzzzzzzunked.. Hard to text.. Hard to focus.. Have fune.."
what an asshole.

today i am going to work for amit for a few hours and then head over to montgomery for the first time and see how it goes. tonight katie's dad is coming to the city and they are having dinner together. i might just kick it real low key-z.

i love cali.

Friday, October 23, 2009

the art of making friends

man, i've been called an "outcast" here in sf one too many times these past three weeks.
i'm usually such a friend magnet. but at the same time, if we don't click, i'm not going to spend a ton of time on you.
i'm trying more and more to hang out with anyone who gives me the opportunity.
last night katie had tickets to the opera and matt, al and cody all had rugby practice so i was boohooing around the house wishing i had friends. annie came over (to freak on matt, they are SO dating now) and told me she was going to a bbq at her place and invited me.
now, i love booze and bbqs and wanted some new friends, so i totally said yes.
we headed over to the market and then to her place, which is pretty rad. her roommate alice was there and smoked us some bowls and we drank a couple of beers and girl talked. after like an hour or so we were all wondering where everyone was/bbq. eric came over, ravished, and so he, annie and i walked to safeway for coals and instant mashed potatoes. we came back, lit up the grill, and chilled pretty hard.
another boy, james, came over and a gal who's name escapes me now, stopped by as well. i ate salad and instant mash and probably spoke like 15 words the whole time.
i was suuuuuuuuuper stoned (this gal alice like sells hella drugs and does hella drugs and works a 8-5 financial job and rages and idk how she does it). and didnt really click with neone neway.
i totally bailed at the end of the night when ihad to come let katie in the gate. i told everyone i would meet them at pilsner, but i totez bounced.
im sure they all think im a weirdo.
fuck everyone.
the point of this story is that i need to make some friends.
amit?
idk. im heading to big sur with katie and sophie tonight. all good.
shitty post. sry.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

coffee nap

erca's here.

thug lyfe.

getting up early blows.

working rulez.

on sunday night i met erica at bart and we came home and smoked with cody n matt n al n ate banana bread and went to sleep. on monday after work erica met me on valencia in the middle of a monsoon (after taking yoga) and we walked home and got hypothermia. later, we went to a bar down the street called black bird.  they had $3 wells and and photobooth! eric n i took some amazing pics and had a drank and played hangman. then we went to the corner store and bought a bottle of whiskey. al had a bunch of people over for a cocktail party and we.got.drunk.
this morning i woke up at seven am and went to work for papyrus but sadly, not amit today. i was super happy of course to have the afternoon off and chill with eric. we smoked with matt n cody n then walked to get pizza and place an order for a rug for katie and buy some bunny teeth and get a hot cookie and a coffee.  we ran into cody n matt n annie on the way home and said hey then came home then so did they. smoked some cigs, some bowls, now its coffee nap.
tonight we goin to elixir for trivia and im going to face the tender who did not call/text me to hang. im a look good.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

sunny california

god, it's so beautiful here.

palm trees.

erica is coming tomorrow!

my jobs are great.

we had a party last night. well, a fiesta. stuart and mich had bdays and erybody had tacos.
we stuffed 7 people in a cab out to the marina and went to a bar called eastside west. dannnnnnnnnnnnnncing. alex joseph is so cute. katie loves him.
sophie and wes came and met us and drove me n katie back home where we taco'd it up and al and matt and cody and alex took a cab. we smoked a joint, went to bed.

this dream.

im never waking up.