last night i had a seizure.
in a bar.
i lost control of my body as it shook from below me. i was seeing black then sight then black then sight. i was hot and dizzy. like taking a whip-it. warm through. i grabbed onto katie and told her to take me somewhere. on the way to the bathroom i collapsed on the floor shaking. then she helped me up and i laid on the bathroom floor a minute feeling nauseous but not vomiting.
today would be teddy's bday. it's friday the thirteenth.
