Thursday, October 7, 2010

every single day

i just keep crying. my face hurts so bad.
it wont stop. im solving every problem i can think to solve and im still so sad.
i have no one else to talk to. this isnt fair to bradley.
im so lonely.
im afraid bradleys friends are going to start noticing that i dont have any.
havent had a phone call in days.
yesterday i was just a wet heap on the floor in the bedroom when bradley came home.
im just so lonely.
this is why people get pregnant.