Monday, June 6, 2011

its only right that i be left again and again of my own will

he started doing all the things ive asked him to

he cleaned up all his stuff

he's mailing his records

his life is already ten times better without me

who am i to stop the right thing from happening

its only right that i be left again and again of my own will

do i really want to break up?

i need a schedule

and i need him to have a schedule

all this freedom is making us angry


i made a mistake

i told him to leave


what will i do without him?

he's washing the dishes

not talking to me

feels like he's just making sure he ties up all loose ends

im afraid he'll tell somebody

im afraid he'll enjoy being without me


i have to go stop him


i dont want to be alone, i just need some alone time