i hate my boyfriend. he works as a designer. he stares at naked chicks all day and then finds faults with them and fixes them. when hes not doing that he looks at a message board loaded with posts of naked chicks, including other people's girlfriend's tits, posted by users. and when hes not doing that he looks at boobies.com and whatever other porno websites out there. i hate my body. he makes me hate it more. what am i doing? i hate everything. i should be alone. forever.
im just pissed because i havent had any time alone from him and his mom in a few days.
i dont have a job.
we're in debt.
im on my period.
everything makes me mad.
today i watched bradley over my computer from which i was looking at job postings and saw him scrolling through a message board post until he came to a chick in a thong on a waterfall.
its fucking annoying and makes me so angry.
i know it was a board about a movie and i know he wasnt intentionally looking up chicks (this time) but the fact that i know that he does and i saw it
im rage.
im lonely.
im trapped.
i want my boyfriend to love me.
i want a life that means something.
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