lovefest

im kind of sick. ive been telling myself its allergies, but im lying.
either way.
friday.
so i get up and i get dressed for my interview and i go to work for amit and i post some things on ebay and then amit goes to move or find his car or something and before he gets back its already time for me to go to my interview. so i tell jen bye and leave the office and go to 18th & mission and get on the 14L and head to embarcadero. i get off the bus and walk over to these like huge towers and in EC2 (embarcadero center 2) building is like an indoor/outdoor mall kinda thang. and i go up the escalator into papyrus. i meet ivon or iman or iran or whatev her name is (shes gorgeous model from across the world who is now regional manager of papyrus) and we have our interview. it goes awesome and as im leaving she tells me shes really excited and will get back to me next week.
so i leave ec2 for the bus and for the first time so far in san fran i DIDNT do what my iphone told me and i hopped on a trolly on a whim that said it was going to market/castro. (i live on market in the castro) so im cruising along with hella tourists just fittin right in, seeing the sights, loving the trip. it def took longer but like, what did i have to do yesterday.
so i finally get home and i say hey to stuart/stewart and then take a lil nap (aka i went on okc for like 3 hours). zoe and i chatted online (which is my fave) and i chatted up some homies and exchanged some dig's.
evening rolls around and Al and Michael go the corner store to buy liquor. im still deciding if im staying home sick or attempting to go out. al's friend matt comes over and i ask them if they want to get hi (get me hi that is) and they do. we smoke some bowls then matt hooks me up with a cig and we get to know each other a little bit.
at first i didnt know if he was gay or straight (its hard to tell sometimes out here) but i knew that he was super cute either way. he's tall. like 6+, brown hair, ck boxer briefs that i can see poking out, just all around cute dude. he's going to school for philosophy right now (sigh) and thinking of changing his major or double-majoring in genetics (sigh).
they finally convince me to go out with them by offering to a. buy me drinks, b. at elixir.
homie's not there but we meet another dude alex (al's coworker friend) who's great. matt proceeds to buy me three whiskey diets and give me hella cigs.
we go up the street to Toad Hall and i get a tonic and lime. i know. i know. more cigs, some new gay friends who added me on fb today. then we walk to vince & stu's.
vince n stu are al and her bf cody and his bff matt 's friends. they live in a baller apt up on the hill overlooking the city. a ma zing. cody and matt are cat-sitting for them whilst they are out of town and we went over there and went to bowwwwwwwwwl town. matt and i smoked a cig together out on the porch at like 2:30am just like admiring the city and being so happy we live here. he's been in the city 5 months. he's like, really cool. he was couch surfing and staying with his dad for the last while and is going to school and trying to find a job and just, really on the same level.
so like 3am rolls around and im feeling only kind of weird about not actually knowing any of these people who are all hella besties, so i decide to walk home.
this walk.
it was only like 15 minutes but the streets were just so empty and quiet and beautiful. all the homes are beautiful. and i could just picture myself in france walking down the narrow streets with high houses alone in the middle of the night feeling silly and contemplating what snacks would be available once i got home. the sky was wide, full of stars. it was a great feeling.

saturday.
today in sf is Love Fest ( now called LovEvolution but no one calls it that). at noon there's a large parade of floats and fags just raging in the streets covered in body glitter and wearing little shorts or spandex or both. i guess its a huge downtown crazy party.
michael dressed in tiny green running shorts and a white vneck (so hawt) and covered himself in body glitter. he did a one-handed hand stand today for me (he's an acrobat) it was awesome. he's amazing. we shared a weed truffle. (i'd like to take this opportunity to say that i didnt get hi and that all the bowls we smoked yesterday, i felt kinda the same way. can i not get hi nemore or does this sf weed suck?) neway, then michael ate a shroom truffle and took off to go meet his friends for lovefest and later tonight after al's big rugby game and drinkathon that follows, all of them are going to do e. cukoo.
the other thing going on in the city today is the Hardly Strictly Bluegrass festival that is a three day concert event with multi stages and lots of cool performers. Sophie and her roommate Sofia came over today and met me about 1:45pm and we all took muni over to golden gate park and went to the bluegrass thang. it was packed with people which is always crazy when you're outside. we saw steve martin. and pretty much spent like 40 mins there just talking to one another and catching up and loving it. then we walked the other direction out of the park to get on the bus again. we took the 31 and i got off at arguella and walked over to the 33 bus, got off on 18th and noe and walked home. im starting to really figure some things out.
so i came home and ate the rest of my salad from earlier and made some tomato soup which is where i am now. dipping stale baguette into delicious soup and blowing my nose every five seconds.
im thinking about watching some netflix and taking it real easy and drifting to sleep soon. yes, its 6pm as i type this... i must really be sicka nd broke to be saying smthg like that on the saturday night of love fest in san francisco. ha.

right, well, i guess i should bring up okc. last night this boy joey price from okc was texting me and inviting me to a party and we obv didnt go, but i also invited him to toad hall and he didnt make it before we left so idk maybe he'll text me later and want to hang out or maybe not.
also, this boy david and i have been texting and he lives in santa rosa or clara or somewhere thats not here. either way he seems adorable and i hope to meet him soon and maybe he'll be cool and maybe the distance won't matter but really
i mean
really
what im saying is
i want a bf.
ugh.
gay, i know.
i'm going to go fantasize about elixir boy asking me to move in with him.

lovefest